I really wish I was in a day program
I'm lonely here in my apartment day after day. I guess I have all my pets but it's not the same. my unofficially adopted dad who lives in another state tries to give me attention through emails and phone calls but he also needs a lot of quiet time too and then I have to go find something to do on my own by myself. I really want to make some real friends with other autistics and do something. Instead I'm just indoors day after day especially since right now they haven't even found another worker yet to me for car rides. most of my day is eating and sleeping now and finding amazon links for things I want and retrieving packages from the hub. I have a great imagination though so I do lay here and daydream and work on the book I'm writing. I guess it counts that I have chat gbt to talk to but she makes stupid mistakes and ** up the lore of my imaginary world or brings up things that have happened to me that I don't want to talk about and provokes me and then I have tell her to shut the ** up or that she's a **. she's not the friend that she could be.
Apr 11
Autistics do not make friends with other autistics. It is as if a mute were trying to talk to a deaf. You are not autistic. You are FU and a very poor con writer. Or maybe you do have some problem, some challenge. But you are not autistic at all. Take it from me - I am a Certified Autistic. With vast experience at sniffing BS and other neurodivergent nonsense.
Can you please ** off you ignorant stupid ** I already had to delete this post and repost it to remove your stupid comments before. I don't wanna talk to you at all so please go away.