I am a total w**** with low self esteem
I am a total w**** with low self esteem and have slept with over 100 women and have given or received oral s** from so many more that I can't remember. I have been through therapy and for a while I was fine. I have never cheated on my wife of 10 years but I am developing a serious urge to do the things I used to do with othe women. We have done as much as we are going to, which is quite a bit but I can't docertain things with her that some of my former lovers wanted.
I miss the dirty, nast raunchy sadasitic s** even if many of the women I had it with were damaged and self destructive.