I am a total w**** with low self esteem

I am a total w**** with low self esteem and have slept with over 100 women and have given or received oral s** from so many more that I can't remember. I have been through therapy and for a while I was fine. I have never cheated on my wife of 10 years but I am developing a serious urge to do the things I used to do with othe women. We have done as much as we are going to, which is quite a bit but I can't docertain things with her that some of my former lovers wanted.

I miss the dirty, nast raunchy sadasitic s** even if many of the women I had it with were damaged and self destructive.

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  • It sounds like you have an addiction to s**. If you act on these urges, you will lose your wife!

  • Addication? It's ADDICTION!!!

  • Take up masturbation.

  • I would say that therapy is definately is indicated for you as it sounds like you have a good case of a s** addication.

  • Low self esteem skews our outlook on more than just ourselves...it taints the way we see others, and life in general. How many or how few we are intimate with says nothing more about us than possibly an indicator of our s** drive. What is more valid of a point is what quality of life we have. If you are not happy, you are not ok with yourself. Your present relationship has as much potential as you allow yourself to see it as having. Start with accepting yourself as a whole, valid, valuable being. You will see everything else differently once you see yourself differently.

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