I can make interesting converstion but I never amounted to anythi
I talk smarter than I actually am. I'm slow to learn things and it has cost me some decent jobs. I don't talk stupid but looking over my work record there have been terminations [and a lack of progression in work that I could do. If it had not been for my family aka my parents I would have ended up homeless on the street.
I tend to forget things. While this isn't my fault it appears that sometimes I didn't listen. I do listen but I cannot remember things short term.
I worked on lower end jobs until I retired earning small annuities and social security.
To make things worse I am asthmatic and have a scholiosis. I can't do heavy labor.
I believe I could have gone on disability but I never did.
ADHD maybe? I think I'm brilliant, personally, and I've been told by friends and coworkers that I should be doing much more with my life, but the truth is that it's hard to motivate myself to do anything I don't want to do and I'm a huge procrastinator and overthinker. I'm coming to terms with the fact that I probably have been suffering from it my whole life.
Good luck.