Friendship lost ?
I am very young and I have a friend who is 2 years older than me. I have no gf and he has a very beautiful one. About half a year ago I went to their place and we watched some videos and we drank some beer. So we were tipsy but not drunk. Then he started kissing his girlfriend and I just looked away as I was embarassed. Of course I was also excited watching them from the corner of my eye.
I thought they would stop soon but they did not and they went on to touching each other. My friend pulled his gf towards him then he grabbed her ** and peeled them off her. She did not protest at all. Now her bottom was towards me and she unzipped his fly and started licking him. She shifted and pushed her bottom up and out towards me and her () split and I saw she was shaved and all pink and wet inside.
I caught my friends eye and he motioned to me to go ahead. I touched his gf's bottom and then she grabbed my hand and pushed my fingers inside her (). I got extremely excited and looked again at my friend but he was not looking, taking the pleasure from her. I unzipped my fly and I started rubbing against the girl. She caught me in her hand and directed me towards her (). I only lasted a couple of sharp moves and then I blew it all on her back. It was my first time with a woman.
Later the scenario repeated a couple of times. Each time things went further. We took turns on his gf and we dped her and we finished inside her throat and a--. It got very wild and I felt dirty and guilty each time we did it. But I did it and I would keep on doing it.
But then two weeks ago they called me up and he told me our friendship was over. I have no clue what happened. It is very rough to go from friendship to end in such a way, and from plenty of very perverse ** to zero **.
I am afraid they just got bored and used me as a living ** toy. And maybe now they are doing it with someone else.
Learn from your experience and move on. Do not feel bitter about it. There will be more opportunities with other men's wives and GFs. Go to Gyms and work out, get into good shape, so the women of other men see you as attractive and desirable. In a short time you will become a steady third person in many relationships. Enjoy the ride