I am in a long distant relationship. I love my boyfriend to death but miss having s** and sith him. I haven't seen him in three years. H e hasn't slept with anyone else since and I believe him.
I have had s** with other men, even my landlord. He gave me presents for it but I didn't really want the presents it was just the hunger for s**.
Right now I m********* badly and buy d***** like every month. The problem is I get jealous of anyone else having s**. I even told my mum that my brother sneaks his girlfriend in the house and they do it.
I cuss people that have s** with all sorts but deep down I wish it was me. I wish I could have so much s**, I am so desperate. In the end I am hurting those that I love and those close to me because of my sexual frustrations. Someone f***k me please!