My male best friend wants to get one step closer
My male best friend is my college classmate. He pursued me in his freshman year, but at that time I was already my current husband's girlfriend, so I rejected him. But because of his humor and wit, I still became good friends with him. During my college years, we talked about everything, and my boyfriend (now husband) used to be jealous.
In my junior year, I stayed with my male best friend for a research project. As my boyfriend guessed at the time, I had ** with him while staying at his house. It was hard to imagine the situation at that time, and we had our first sexual encounter naturally and smoothly, just like a couple. Later on, my male best friend became my sexual partner, and we had ** almost every week. This situation continued until we graduated from college, and my male best friend went to another city, while I stayed and married my boyfriend.
I got married three years after graduation. Three months after my marriage, my male best friend started contacting me, and I started dating and having ** with him again. I just saw it as a way to relieve stress, but six months later he actually proposed to me that he wanted to marry me and hoped that I could divorce my husband. My husband and I are very affectionate. Although I really cheated, I still love him very much. He is the only one for me. So I rejected my male best friend and cut off contact with him. But a few months later, my email received a video file of me having ** with my male best friend. I haven't had any contact with my male best friend since then until now. I don't know who sent me the email, but later on I suffered from insomnia and had to take a lot of medication every day. I wanted to go find my male best friend for help, but I didn't. I am afraid that I will lose my marriage because of this. I still occasionally dream about my relationship with my male best friend.
Would you consider posting the video on a website? It would be fun to see how many views you get!