I was in the cemetery at night sucking **

He was a Marine and we were in his car this was the second ** I gave him that night. I was about half way through it and he said I want to ** you woman. I got out and laid my upper body on the hood and lifted my dress my high heels lifted up my ** a little bit and he said I had to stay quite while he ** my big wide bubble ** that is why guy pants won't fit me because no hips in guys jeans but I found girl jeans that fully embrace my big ** and hips and my ** looks so feminine in these jeans and they are tight like I'm supposed to wear and men are very attracted to my ** and I have had men grab my ** and some pass by me and turn so his ** is pressed in and slid across my ** and that makes me make a sound so the man knows that I really enjoyed how great it feels for big ** to really get rubbed on my **. Let me tell you that when you rub your ** over my ** i get very turned on and I am trying to get you inside me and turn me into the woman i have dreamed of being. I need a period every month so I would be able to get pregnant and I would carry it and deliver normal and my beautiful baby girl will only be breast fed no formula for my little miracle. My sister has helped me i have a boyfriend that I am deeply in love with and he is with me. He is never violent with me because I am his woman and I am not as strong as men or able to fight even though I am a male I have small arms with no muscles and my whole body is the same. I have been in fights with a few different girls one at a time but they punched me in the face and even where my ** will be and it hurts bad like my ** was there. Anyway every one of the girls were much smaller than me and I tried to fight back i hit once but it really hurt my hand. Then a guy a little smaller comes up and said your a sissy and he ** slapped me and said you fight worse than a woman. I said fighting scares me and I am always afraid of my face getting hurt and looking bad when I do my makeup. I said I would love to be a woman that you would come to when you need **. He said he didn't realize and I said I was doing everything except just sucking your **. I asked if she knows any men that are alone please tell them that Lisa is really ready to take your ** and she wants it now. I said I can help you change a small detail my ** are much bigger than any guys ** it is obvious that mine are almost female and I keep pinching my ** I just need to come when she pinches her lips are wanting to take a big **. I need to get a real man . I said that is not me