i think im into polyamourous?
so all my life ive been taught that two people is a couple but lately i'm not satisfied by just having one guy in my life, im not having s** or anything like that i just like the emotional stability they provide me with. i think i would like to have a relationship with both of them at the same time? becuase i love them both....but i dont want to miss out if i choose one, and i dont want to cheat on either of them...i dont know i just think maybe i dont love them im just an attention w**** and feed off the positive energy they give me.
dont get me wrong i feel horrible about this right now because one of them wants to marry me, and the other talks about spending forever with me. i hate not being able to choose which one i really do love...if i even love them at all.