Such is my life.
I have the problem that I can't stand up to her. I mean if it were just physical of course I am bigger and stronger. But it is emotional and she is like a mental terrorist. In 15 years of marraige my guess is that she has apologized 2 maybe 3 times for issues or fights that we have been in. For me I have learned to just give in early and say that I am sorry. (which is actually true, I am sorry that we have to treat each other so poorly). I guess that I fear living alone. I have been married twice and since I was 17 years old I have only had 2 years that I have not been with a woman. I question if I really love her or is it that I just have a need to love and she happens to benefit from that. I could go on and on of all the things I have alowed her to do and say that emasculate me. Such is my life. And most of the time I am OK with it.