Confused

I am a guy,24 and now married for three years.When i was 14,i was going with a girl who was also 14 and she made her First Communion the one sunday morning.I went to her party and after it was over we snuck off to be alone.I got her communion dress off of her and she was just in her veil,under shirt,diaper and plastic pants and got down on her knees and gave me a great **! To this day i still have images of her knelt in front of me giving me the **!

Wait, that is what you need to do. If you have strong feelings toward the first girl, then take her to lunch and tell her you still have feelings for her. If she does not have those feelings for you then you will know it and it will be easier to move on. If she does still feel that way then start dating again. That is exactly what I did. My ex wife said that she did not want me back so I felt the emotional freedom to move on.

you were with that girl for a long time so its normal to think about that once in a while
but you will get over it after spending more time with your new girlfriend
goodluck :)

everything happens for a reason... it will all work out in the end
if you were meant to be it will work out sooner or later

im having exactly the same situation as yours...my ex boy friend who was my first love...i still miss him..
sometimes i feel i am not doing justice with my current man..
but im also confused abt my true feelings
i cant return to my ex bf bcoz he has been dating other girls :(
he slept with other girls :(
i love him and hate him at the same time..

i will get marry soon to my new boy frnd quite soon... i like him he is a nice guy..but..i can never give him the true love..

sometimes i feel that i leave this planet and go somewhere very far..with my ex....or alone! i dont knw? :(

I miss u too?jb