stuck in the past
every year, my new year's resolution is the same: forget him. it's been 3 years already but i'm still stuck in past memories. in this past 3 years, i've snooped in his facebook acct to get updates on him but recently facebook has a new privacy option which kinda makes it impossible to snoop much at his photos. which may be good cos that will stop me from obsessing.
i remember after we broke up, we made an agreement to tell each other if we got together with another person. i wonder if he still remembers this agreement. there is a 99.9999999% chance he has moved on, mabbe not with another person but definitely forgotten me because he doesn't talk to me on msn anymore... unless i initiate a conversation.
i think the only way i can move on is to know that he has moved on with another person.
i hate being so pathetic. i wish i knew what to do to make myself move on. i hope in 2010 i can truly break free of past memories and stop having the pathetic hope of being with him.