My boyfriend who is 16 years older than
My boyfriend who is 16 years older than me is in the process of breaking up with me. He is divorced, rich, has a company, works in the same field as mine, has a son 22 years of age, he is educated with a MD and PhD. But he is not looking to get married or have even has just one kid. Yet, he demanded regular s**. Also, he is quite unforgiving and never admits his fault. On the other hand, I just met a nice young guy in the neighorhood, 6-7 years younger than me (I am 30), hard working, does construction, has little money, he does not even have a bachelor's degree. His mom does't seem to like me because we are of different race. I feel stupid because I cannot even choose, I don't even know where my heart goes or what is best for me or for my future. I feel stupid that at this age I am still struggling whereas other people I know already have a family of their own and beautiful kids. What's wrong with me?