I miss you already. I was going to

I miss you already.

I was going to ask you out for a drink on Friday, right after I'd had my hair cut and settled into my new home - just so I could be at my best. Today you told me that you're moving back to the other end of the country to live with your parents. If only I had asked you sooner, you might not have decided to go...

I've never felt this way about anyone before. So I never came to see you, never called, just in case I didn't look as good as I could. Looking back, weeks have passed and I must have seemed to uninterested. Fact is, I yearned for you. Asked everyone about you. Only the friends who wouldn't tell you how mad I was about you, though.

I'm a fool, an idiot - looking at you when you came in to see me today at work, you beamed with brilliance. You're my ideal man, and now you're fleeing the city in two days. "There's no time for a coffee" you answered, and my insides twisted with pain.

Good luck and take good care. Thinking of you (as always). I hope you find yourself again soon.

Adam xxx

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  • shut the f*** up.

  • ^Some people are just extremely close minded and ignorant. Do not be afraid of any of these a*******, cause they are only that brave online!

    It sounds like you learned a very important lesson (as bad as it hurts) Maybe it took something like this to make you realzie that you need to go for what you want in life - always!

  • I posted this years ago, and I've just received an email saying that someone's posted a comment about it. I wish I'd never clicked the link to look.
    I'm sorry that your feelings were replaced with disgust, I'm also sorry that you clearly lead a lose-minded and pig-ignorant life with this f*****-up homophobic mentality. It's people like you I live in fear of every single day.

  • F***
    I started to bawww inside
    but then I realized it was about a gay guy and my feelings were replaced with disgust

    sorry?

  • awwwwwwwwwwww

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