my mom hit me today, my best friend

my mom hit me today, my best friend isn't my best friend anymore, i feel forgotten and left out, and everything is "my fault". i'm so desperate for love and attention. i feel so sad and depressed but i can't make myself talk to anymore. i let people walk all over me. i hate the though that anymore is mad at me. i can't be mad at anyone.

i've been thinking more and more about killing myself.

convince me it isn't worth it because i'm having trouble doing it myself.

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  • Suicide is just running away. Plain and simple, but you are here for a reason. Gods reason. You may feel insignificant now, but in a while, you wont. Even if you feel unloved, dont. Jesus loves you, so do many other people. SOMEONE loves you, no matter what. I attempted suicide a year ago, but it didnt work. But now, Im so happy I didnt. You have a lot to live for, trust me.

  • stop thinking about it. the more you think about it the worse it gets. put your time, energy, and thoughts into studying/hobbies/other activites and you'll eventually just start feeling better and thinking happier

  • i understand how you feel, being lonely and sad all the time sucks, but seriously dont kill yourself thats such a quitters way out

  • You know what, I bet thats how my step-daughter feels. She has really bed hygiene, a s***** attitude, and no friends. She swears that her dad and I ignore her, which, we don't. We just have other things to conversate about besides what so and so did to herat school today. She just needs to cheer up and get out and meet some friends, and it wouldn't hurt you to do the same.

    -Joni

  • kill yourself why do i care??

  • can i use that as song lyrics? thats soo emotional!

  • Your life is a gift given to you by God and you should appreciate that. Don't throw it away. If you can't find a use for yourself, dedicate your abilities to others. You can do community service or just be a buddy to some of the other kids in your neighborhood. Help the little ones with homework or just play games with them. Sometimes helping others is a bigger help for ourselves. Who knows, you might actually start smiling again!!!! XOXOX

  • Ummm, don't ignore the feeling either. Sorry to the first commenter, but if you ignore it, one day it will come back and bite you in the ass.
    Tell someone. Talk to anyone that will listen.

  • you have self esteem issues clearly hunny bun dont get in a state just slowly but surely day by day start doing little things that you enjoy. silly things even, maybe just play with a pet of visit an aunt or someting, you can work thru it xx

  • stop thinking about it. the more you think about it the worse it gets. put your time, energy, and thoughts into studying/hobbies/other activities and you'll eventually just start feeling better and thinking happier

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