my mom hit me today, my best friend
my mom hit me today, my best friend isn't my best friend anymore, i feel forgotten and left out, and everything is "my fault". i'm so desperate for love and attention. i feel so sad and depressed but i can't make myself talk to anymore. i let people walk all over me. i hate the though that anymore is mad at me. i can't be mad at anyone.
i've been thinking more and more about killing myself.
convince me it isn't worth it because i'm having trouble doing it myself.