Made up friends
I've been in a girls school all my life and my social circle is really small compared to my friends. Feeling the need to have as many guy friends and "outside school" friends, I made up an entire circle of friends. I made up a crush, a best friend and a clique. each time there was an event that these 'friends' should be going for, like my birthday party, I make up excuses like they are not free on that day and such. I really can't tell my friends because I've gone on with it for so long but yet I'm suffering from the guilt.