Coming out of denial
You used to be my best friend, and I always knew something wasn't normal about how I felt. I'm finally beginning to come to terms with the fact that I was in love with you.
If that makes me gay, why do I now have a crush on some girl?
This entire situation has me more confused than I've ever been, and for some reason it's not enough to tell myself that I'm just bi. ...I think I need copious amounts of therapy.