I Wish I Could Love more than 20 Seconds
I am secretly afraid of commitment.
I'm only in eighth grade and I've always wanted a boyfriend for longer than a week. Last year, I had 5 boyfriends that I never liked much that grew old after a week. So I dumped them.
One of the ones I dumped was one that liked me the entire year, but still helped me try to get the one I was really liking: his best friend.
Last year and this year both, his best friend turned on me and spread rumors about me after rejecting me last year, and this year he was just plain rude. I don't like him any more.
I moved on this year to a nerdy boy who had a little sense of humor, but he follows me around like a lost dog and is way too clingy for me.
I sit next to the boy who liked me last year every day in science class thinking, "I really wish I didn't break up with him," because I am in love with him.