I don't even know what I'm feeling.
I don't know if I'm sad mad annoyed or jealous. My best friend who I'm secretly in love with just got a bf. He's way more attractive than me as well and I don't blame him for liking him. We talk like we are married and send each other paragraphs about how much we love each other too, idk what's gonna happen to our friendship. He helps keep me from relapsing and s***. I thought he might have liked me back but ig not. I'm happy for him in glad they like each other but yk I liked him sm.