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i hit my bf ; part 3
Itll be as if she failed in being a mother &she wont have that. i know whether its comfort or my childhood, i know im messed up. i wanna, need to fix myself. for me my bf & my what if i have kids? i dont want them to be messed up as well. ugh i like my mom. i have love for her but our bond isnt like other mother daughter bonds. my sis doesnt either. i dont have any healthy relationships. someone tell me pls, what do u think? y am i the way i am?! do i need therapy
You need help. You do. Is he with you out of love or fear? Stop blaming your parents. If you recognize that you do it bc of her influence then recognize that its not ok and stop! A human being isn't your personal punching bag! Have angry ** instead of hitting him. If your 18 or over you make an appointment with a therapist and the bill is in your name. If your a minor you really need therapy. This is not right. You want help and I think its wonderful! If your a minor then make the app yourself and just pay her for the bill.you won't change just thinking about it. Scream. Just scream! I know you need to.
Shut the ** up part 3, shut your ** useless trap.