i.am.alone.

i am alone. the last time i felt a man's body next to mine was when my husband raped me. i left him. it has been over a year. we have a daughter. almost divorced. somehow? i managed to protect both my daughter an myself. we will live. but i am alone. until this very instance, i had not felt the entirety of such an empty presence. is that ironic? i get teary-eyed at the thought of someone, anyone, touching me. listening to me. caring. is that desperation. no. ..'cause i won't act on it. perhaps. never.

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  • Sweetheart, I've been in a similar situation.I was sexually assaulted by a man when I was younger, I didn't tell anyone and I hated having anyone touch me in any way. Then after many years I finally told someone and they told me not to make things like that up, I kept quiet for a very long time until I found a serious boyfriend who l trusted. I told him the truth and he help me so so so much. If you learn to trust other people again and le them into your life they cna help and you can be less lonely :)

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