Rebekah in CT
Rebekah in Coventry, Connecticut...
I am wild about you. Wild. That is why I cannot face you any more. There are workplace issues but also I am embarrassed so badly about how things unfolded. Besides being wild about you I wished I could alleviate so many of the other issues you deal with each day. And also wake up to a smiling caring face each morning. Yours.
The epic fail hurts me.
I'm just scared what I'd say if we spent further time together and do not want to create an inappropriate situation at work. Hence my retreat.
I would have loved you and taken care of you and your kids to an extent you cannot fathom. Yes, I was that far into things and that taken by you - without anything you did other than you being you.
I keep hoping a restart opportunity might happen, but I'm sure it won't.
I miss you terribly and think about what I wish could have been every day.