Truthfully, you don't need me

I would like to think that I won't be forgotton once I end it. I know better. I know that the world keeps spinning. I know it really doesn't look any diffrent if in here or not. You have no idea how I feel on the inside, what I appear on the outside. Words have no feeling no meaning. It's the deep raw emotion that I feel, that have no real words of exsplenation. I am one soul one being, living in your world. I'm a face that you don't see a pain you can't feel. I waited for your call your text, I don't know what happened, dear bestfriend. I wonder what you will do when I turn to ashes, when I finally dissapear. This, I must have been mistaken there is no real friendship in this world. This world is far too messy, far too abstract. I lay here wondering how much time has pasted. How much more time I must wait. The big white light seems rather dark. Is this me fading away. I will prove you wrong, you said you couldn't live without me. I bet you can. Or I'll see you on the other side.

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  • yeah that was some of the best writing i've read in a long time. And i'm sure someone like you is talented in many other ways. In fact the more talented ones tend to suffer more because they are acutely aware of things others are completely oblivious to, for instance your friends may not even be aware you are hurt by their actions. All it means is you are very intelligent and will probably end up becoming a leader. But first you have to get through this phase and find out why you are here, also find more mature friends that can nurture you. Don't waste this, people are counting on who you are in the future.

  • maybe you dont have t best life on earth..but maaan yoou can damn write..why not become a poet..just a suggestion

  • Don't commit suicide - ask Jesus into your life - ask Him to take control of your hear, mind, body and soul. It will be better.

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