Truthfully, you don't need me
I would like to think that I won't be forgotton once I end it. I know better. I know that the world keeps spinning. I know it really doesn't look any diffrent if in here or not. You have no idea how I feel on the inside, what I appear on the outside. Words have no feeling no meaning. It's the deep raw emotion that I feel, that have no real words of exsplenation. I am one soul one being, living in your world. I'm a face that you don't see a pain you can't feel. I waited for your call your text, I don't know what happened, dear bestfriend. I wonder what you will do when I turn to ashes, when I finally dissapear. This, I must have been mistaken there is no real friendship in this world. This world is far too messy, far too abstract. I lay here wondering how much time has pasted. How much more time I must wait. The big white light seems rather dark. Is this me fading away. I will prove you wrong, you said you couldn't live without me. I bet you can. Or I'll see you on the other side.