I really want to kill someone. There's
I really want to kill someone. There's no one person I want to kill, I just want to kill. It's not just an angry mad thing either, it's all the time, in every mood. I just want to kill someone, anyone. I would never kill people I know personally but I want to pick someone out on the street solely to "get to know" them and then when they trust me, kill them. It just seems like it would be a fun game to play, to see how far I could get, how many people I could do, before I got caught. But I'm young, and while I don't feel like killing is wrong, I know it's supposed to be wrong so I can't do it and ruin my whole future by getting caught. I just don't know how to deal with these thoughts, I can't tell a therapist because this is one of the few situations where they would have to tell the proper authorities.
Just go do it who cares...
Sometimes you've got to abuse human life.
I support killing humanity not animals unless in survival situations.
But killing people why not? Kill the entire family too. In fact peel off the skin and ** it into the dead body.
I could think of many idiot republicans you could start with
I know this is an old post...but anyone out there or YOU still have this desire....email me at rum_diddy at yahoo dot com. SERIOUSLY. This is not a joke.
Talk to a therapist, no they won't report you. Many people have these feelings. It's hormones and chemicals. We are descended from hunters and meat eaters. Talk to a therapist.
I want to be killed robin19755@hotmail.com
Email me anonymously at robin19755@hotmail.com
Seriously
I need your help then
Lol,go for it. not so easy as you think.dont get caught.
Please don't kill anyone its not worth it trust me. Those urges you get those thoughts you get can be overcome with love
love from friends
that you give and receive
love from family
that you give and receive
and love for life and from life
through your passion
that you give and receive
everyone has a passion just please find out what you love to do in life that wont harm anyone else.
maybe its writing scary books about murder eve thats ok just dont really do it trust me you will be much happier and find much more meaning in life through love for love not a love for hate and evil
which is what that is.
Everything is alright in life just keep thinking that even if it doesn't seem true
because the more your mind focuses on something the more true it becomes to you
The fact that you put your thoughts up is showing you have a lot of control over your mind still to stop these urges and thoughts.
although ill say the thoughts are ok as long as you know you wont every do it and as long as you think about it in a creative way not in a angry way or a addictive way.
much love man!!!!!! Even if you do give in and kill which hopefully wont happen there is still a cahnce to love again and not kill. just because you lost your way doesnt mean your lost forever (quote from xmen lol but so true)
Do it kill someone rip thier guts out cook them feed them to your friends then say this isn't animal meet i murderd someone and your eating them now im going to kill you cook you and feed you to my new friends. Repeat this process until you die because life is suffering and no mater what you do good or bad you will always feel pain and so will other people so why not iv done it 10 times already and havnt got caught. SSo trust me once you kill the first person and smell their blood roasting in your oven you will start to feel better then when you feel the pain coming back kill KILL KILLLLL!!!!! and you will feel better.... Until you have to kill again and again.
I POSTED THIS COMMENT ABOUT HOW YOU SHOULD KILL SOMEONE AND I SAID I KILLED PEOPLE BUT I DIDN'T. I JUST GET SO ANGRY AND FEEL SO HELPLESS SOMTIMES I GO ON RANTS LIKE THAT
I KNOW IM A DISTURBED 21 YEAR OLD WITH NO FRIENDS
BUT WHEN IM AT MY BEST I BEILIVE IN MOrals and i dont lke violence
I also posted a comment about jesus saying that it is ** if you think jesus is the only way to save yourself.
I am sorry if i offended anyone and jesus if your real please forgive me
I know im crazy
I KNOW IM CRAZY SOMTIMES I BELIEVE IN JESUS OTHER TIMES
I GET SO ANGRY AND FEEL SO helpless that i wouldnt even care if he was real.
somtimes in my room at night when its completely dark i get these thoughts of suicide of mutilated bodies and of murder. I get these images in my head very disturbing ones. Usually they scare me so i will start saying I LOVE GOD I LOVE JESUS I LOVE LIFE in my head to make them go away and im not even religous.
Other times i get so angry i mmake those thoughts come on purpose and i enjoy it i embrace it and i get so riled up that i actually think i could murder the entire human race in that moment with no remorse if i had the chance.
God what the ** is wrong with me????
cuz other moments i want to help everyone i want only good tyhings and i fear what i used to love that was evil.
Thank you so much for this comment, and the one before. It helped me feel not so alone. Every night I sit in my room and play christmas songs but I sing along with lyrics about stabbing peoples eyes and pulling the out, so that their brain will deteriorate and then pull their brain through their eye socket, like spaghetti. It makes me feel useful and like it will make people finally notice me if I kill someone. I know exactly the person that I want to kill and if I'm ever alone with them I think I will actually do it. My hatred for them is so strong it consumes my life and motivates me in everything I do, this hatred inspires me and keeps me alive. I would have killed myself by now if not for the hatred I have for this person keeping me alive, so I can kill them and finally bring justice to anyone who has ever had the misfortune to meet them. I am also an atheist but secretly pray, I do not pray for good things though, I pray for death and destruction and decay. I am vegan but I'm not a kind or compassionate person AT ALL, as you have probably noticed from what I've said. This confuses me, it makes me believe that maybe I do have some good for me, otherwise why would I continue to keep up this diet for all the animals and environment? Am I a complete psychopath? Please help.
Also, I want to get caught, I want to be arrested and spend the rest of my life in prison, that way people will actually listen t me and notice me. Even if it means they hate me.
Knock out of it cause you might get killed yourself
Me too. Thinking about it makes me smile. I think I'm insane but I don't care
Email me Robin19755@hotmail.com
I need you to kill me. Been searching. Can't do it myself. You will not be caught
Email robin19755@hotmail.com
Desperately seeking someone to help me die. Not depressed. The problem - I will be homeless in some years. Now I have money to pay. Please help
I want to ** and kill Vladimir Putin
Kill yourself physco
" I can't tell a therapist because this is one of the few situations where they would have to tell the proper authorities. "
Nah because most people have had homicidal thoughts. That's normal.
Enlist in the army. I killed a bunch of random people in Afghanistan and got away with it because it's legal.:-)