In love with two people
I am in love with two men. I didn't mean it to ever happen. I was married at the age of 19, we had problems before we were married. I thought things would get better but they didn't. He has a job that has him out of the country for extended periods of time. I met another man online. I wasn't looking for love or anything like that. I never told him I was married because I never thought it would turn into anything. He makes me feel alive and wonderful. After a few months we met for a week vacation in Vegas. He's shown me what real love is. I've dealt with depression and bi polar disorder my whole life and since meeting him I've been well enough to begin to get things in order and actually enjoy my life. I love him. But I love my husband, he's stood by my side through all of my craziness and I could never imagine leaving him, I could never hurt him like that. But this other man, he makes life feel like it's worth living. I just don't know what to do.