I just broke up with a guy that truly loves me because I'm in school and he lives 4 hours away. Recently I made out with another guy for a really long time and he told me he is smitten with a different girl and made a mistake. It hurt a lot though it was the first and only time we kissed. My ex knows but doesn't care and likes it when we still baby talk and such. Truth is, I'd kiss the other guy again in a second and I don't want to be with my ex. I thought I needed to be single but I can't stop thinking about the other guy. Maybe I can't get physical without getting attached, but I'm miserable and don't know what to do.