One leads to many
I really miss my ex. We had four years-two of them were bad and the ending was horrible. I'm now engaged but I still think about him. I dream about him, think good and bad thoughts. I cringe over the bad times and smile over the good ones. I still feel like he's my soulmate even though I'm going to marry another man in seven months. I do love my fiance very much but he and I will never have what I had with my ex. Deep down a part of me thinks I'm getting married to just fill that void when I know that I still miss my ex very much. He wasn't the 100% best for me but we had a deep passionate love that I truly miss. I'm trying to let him go mentally and emotionally but I can't. I just need to rid myself of every single thing that reminds me of him and then I'll be okay.