One leads to many

I really miss my ex. We had four years-two of them were bad and the ending was horrible. I'm now engaged but I still think about him. I dream about him, think good and bad thoughts. I cringe over the bad times and smile over the good ones. I still feel like he's my soulmate even though I'm going to marry another man in seven months. I do love my fiance very much but he and I will never have what I had with my ex. Deep down a part of me thinks I'm getting married to just fill that void when I know that I still miss my ex very much. He wasn't the 100% best for me but we had a deep passionate love that I truly miss. I'm trying to let him go mentally and emotionally but I can't. I just need to rid myself of every single thing that reminds me of him and then I'll be okay.

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  • What she means is she wants every elder she can find!

  • AND WHATEVER YOU MEAN IS WHATEVER YOU CAN FIND. MANY GAY B**** AGAINST ONE GIRL! RETARDED ELDERS!

    F****** STUPID UNDERCOVER STILL FOLLOWING ME! JUST DIE BEHIND MY BACK. F****** BACKSTABBERS!

  • F*** YOU DIE 7 MONTHS! F*** YOU! DIE! GO TO H*** 7 MONTHS! YOU HAVE NO FIANCE IN THE END! DREAM ON YOU F****** PERVERTS! YOU HAVE THIS "SNAKE" BEHIND YOUR HIDDEN CAM! EVIL AND DEVIL WORKS, ALL OF YOU WHO SEEN ME NAKED WILL GO STRAIGHT TO H***! I HATE YOU ALL! THERE WILL BE NO MARRIAGE THROUGHOUT OF THIS STALKING AND FOLLOWING! F***! YOU R***** PERVERTS!

  • 7 MONTHS YOUR F****** WRINKLY FACE! F*** YOU, YOU WILL FOR NOTHING! F*** ALL OF THEM! YOU ARE DISGUSTING EVIL WATCHING A GIRL INSIDE YOUR HIDDEN CAM! GO STRAIGHT TO H***! IN THE END OF FOLLOWING A GIRL, THE GIRL WILL NEVER WANTS YOU PERVERT, YOU HAVE A DISGUSTING STUPID FACE, A SNAKE SATAN BEHIND THE HIDDEN CAMS! GO TO H*** AFTER 7 MONTHS, JUST DIE 7 MONTHS! DIE! YOU DESERVED IT! GO TO H*** 7 MONTHS!

  • I am going to fight for my one and only life, I rather stay single than be with l****** pervert old friend of yours! f*** you all! remember that perverts! I will fight to be single for the rest of my life! I do not like any elders! shove your f****** money to a sinking whale OK!

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