I'm scared...

...of how deeply in love I am with you. I'm scared that in 11 months, you are my everything and I love you with all my heart. You are my first love, and my heart goes out to you. I've always wanted a perfect relationship (not like the first one I had), but I was scared to fall in love. I get attached easily and I knew if I fell in love I would just end up hurting myself. But I couldn't help it. When I first saw you I liked you, and thank God that you liked me too. And here we are, 11 months and 2 days later, madly, madly in love. And I'm scared. I'm scared that one day you'll realize that my sensitivity, insecurity, and nagging is annoying. You won't love me anymore. I'm scared that I'll be a mess because I love you more than anything (other than my family of course). I'm scared that you'll find a new girl, prettier, kinder, smarter, and a better lover than me. I'm scared you'll think, "wow why did I even date her" when I'm thinking, "wow, none of these guys are as great as you." Nothing is wrong between us, but I'm scared. I love you more than words can even describe.

I'm scared of the future. Love me forever, hold me in your arms, kiss me, and for today, things will be alright.

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  • OMG! WHEN IS THIS GONNA END? A NON ENDING SUITORS? S***! WHAT A NIGHTMARE! F*** THIS DAMN LIFE! S***! STILL WAITING FOR ME? S***! I DON'T LOVE YOU BACK TOO,SAME HERE. F****** PERV! GET ANOTHER WHALE AND SHOVE IT TO YOUR F****** WRINKLY P****! GET MORE WHALE FOR THESE PERVS! I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED! I AM NOT HAVING ANY CHILDREN OF MY OWN! GET IT! I WILL NOT! I DO NOT WANT ANY MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET IT! I WILL NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F*** YOU ALL! I WILL NOT S***!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS OLD PERVS,STILL CONTROLLING MY LIFE! NO MATTER HOW MANY GUYS ARE THERE! I WON'T AND I WILL NOT. DID I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR? F****** RETARDS! GET LOST! DO THAT TO PERVS! NOT TO ME! THEY LIKE P****,AND THERE ARE MANY MANY P**** IN THE WORLD,GIVE ALL THE P**** WHALE YOU CAN SEE FOR THIS F****** PERVS! MAKE THEIR GOLDEN ASS DIGGED BY A WHALE HUNGRY FOR MONEY! GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • LOL S***! HOW RIDICULOUS PERVERT COULD BE? F*** THEIR RETARDED MINDS! S***! THEY DON'T GET IT! I HATE EACH ONE OF YOU! BETTER LEAVE ME ALONE! JUST DIE AWAY! S***! F****** OLD WRINKLY D***! GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    GETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LOSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET IT??????? NO MORE! ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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