The Girl You'd Hate.
Since you told me you loved me, I don't think I've gone 5 minutes without thinking of you. Having to reject you was one of the worst things I've ever done. Watching you self destruct is a close second. Meanwhile, I've been drinking alone far too frequently, bought the pack of cigarettes you'd never guess I'd buy in a million years, and seriously thought about cutting, something I haven't done in 5ish years. How's that for being the girl you fell in love with? You'd hate this girl. Maybe that's why I like being like this.