Gross but exciting
I've been out of work for a while, so I have lots of extra time on my hands. Just out of boredom, I m********* at least 3 times every day. For the last 6 months though, no matter where I start out in a masturbation fantasy, I always end up in the same place. In order for me to finish and reach an o*****, I have to fantasize about having a woman urinate in my mouth while I give her oral s**.
It's to the point that I can't even reach o***** while having intercourse with my wife unless I think about this.
I can fantasize about all kinds of other great and kinky s**, but I just pound away with no results until I start thinking about being on the receiving end of a golden shower, then wooosh, massive o*****.