Scared of being touched
I used to be so ashamed of still being a virgin at seventeen. Recently i went to a club and got really drunk. I was nearly raped and i've never been so scared in my life. Now the thought of someone touching me makes me feel physically sick. I have been thinking of taking my own virginity, because whenever i hear losing virginity stories their always tinged with 'i wish i didnt lose it to that c***'.
I dont think im going to be ready for s** for a long time, should i take it myself?
I'm actually being serious by the way.