I'm young and he's married - heading for a disaster?
There is a man I work with who I can't stop thinking about. When we first met, it was extremely awkward between us because I'm sure he was just as attracted to me as I was to him, but I always second-guessed myself because he is married with kids. Now we like to playfully joke around with each other, whether it's something innocent like pushing each other or something dirty, like joking about having a threesome with another co-worker. The only time there's tension between us now is when we're alone and the worst part of it is that I'm never can tell what it is that he's thinking. I'm young, about to turn 19, blonde, and I have a nice body with lots of curves, so I can imagine what must be going on in his head, especially when I'm openly flirting with him, but he's married and also 30. Does he want me or is he just s******* with me? I'm not saying I would ever try to seduce him, but an end to the constant fantasies I keep having about this man would be nice.