I'm not sure whether I'm straight or
I'm not sure whether I'm straight or not. In year 8; I would find myself wishing I was leaning into a kiss with my best friend. Year 9, I really started dating guys, and having s** although I never felt complete and my image of love and l*** never really came true, I found myself falling for only one guy and stil my best friend. I'm year 11, I don't associate much with my first lezbian crush as she has moved but I still feel a sence of l*** around chicks. Moreso than I have around any guy. I dont know. I'm not an emo and I'm openly bi kind of person. I want to experiment some more although I don't know. Do I even believe in gay people because of my religious background? No one knows my yearn for this knowledge. Does everyone go through this?