My ex turned out to be still married after I'd been with him 6 months.He wanted to break up with his wife and be with me. He was emotionally and occasionally physically abusive. He is the biggest liar, piece of controlling sh*t I have ever met in my life. And he is the only guy I have ever loved. I feel nothing for any one else. I haven't been in contact with him for a year and a half and I still cry because I miss him. I have no problem getting a boyfriend but I'm scared sh*tless that I will never care about someone like that again. How f*cked up.