I am now a father. My son is 3 weeks old and I love my wife very much. She has done much for me and I for her.
I wish I could say that I need her. I wish I could say that I can't be with out her. I thought I couldn't love another.
I am happy with my wife, but today I realized that I could see myself with another. Today I found a girl I went to school with, she is very beautiful and I used to spend a lot of time with her. I know her and she knows me, we started talking and we still act the same around each other. We can both talk freely without holding anything back. But there is something I always held back, and now more then ever it's hard to keep to myself.
I love her and wish I was with her, I have never told her this before and I never will. I can see me with her and I think she knows it. I love my wife and would never leave her or hurt her. But I think that if I had ever tried, that I would be with this other girl. I think that if I had just said something that we would be together.
I love my wife, but I think I love another even more.