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I am now a father. My son is 3 weeks old and I love my wife very much. She has done much for me and I for her.

I wish I could say that I need her. I wish I could say that I can't be with out her. I thought I couldn't love another.

I am happy with my wife, but today I realized that I could see myself with another. Today I found a girl I went to school with, she is very beautiful and I used to spend a lot of time with her. I know her and she knows me, we started talking and we still act the same around each other. We can both talk freely without holding anything back. But there is something I always held back, and now more then ever it's hard to keep to myself.

I love her and wish I was with her, I have never told her this before and I never will. I can see me with her and I think she knows it. I love my wife and would never leave her or hurt her. But I think that if I had ever tried, that I would be with this other girl. I think that if I had just said something that we would be together.

I love my wife, but I think I love another even more.

Feb 25, 2011

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  • I am in the opposite situation. I'm deeply in love with my ex who's married with kids, I'm seperated with a kid. I believe he loves me as much as I love him, and possibly longs to be with me. But I'd would never want him to leave his wife for me. I would never want to be the one who broke up his family. If you leave your wife, do it for yourself not for someone else. The rest can just work itself out in time.

    And consider telling her how you feel before one day it's too late.

  • You can never go back into the past, things change people change and it will never be the same as it used to be, the other comment above is right, the grass isn't always greener on the other side, be a man your wife just had your child and all you can think about is yourself, grow up.

  • Think about the consequences . How would ur chlldren feel if u leave their mom for another? U r their dad , u should be a good example to them . If u divorce ur wife , maybe it will affect ur children . It will leave a mark in their life, maybe it makes them believe that true love doesn't exist n they'll be afraid to love anybody . that girl that u're seeing now is just ur past love . U have a family n u should love n appreciate them .

  • Grass isn't always greener on the other side.

  • Nice of you to figure this out right after your wife spits out your spawn. Make sure you keep up on your child support payments.

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