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In love...
I'm in love with Ben Heibert. I'm young, I know that people my age don't usually know what love means yet, but I think I do. Love is when you want good things to happen to someone more than yourself. Love is being prepared to die for someone. Love is not finding someone that "completes you" but rather finding someone that inproves you as a person. Love is learning from someone, cherishing every moment spent with them and looking into the future and not seeing anyone but them in the picture. This is the way I feel about Ben Heibert. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He is the most Godly (I'm a Christian) funny, smart, attractive guy I know and I love him. I want to grow old with him and have children with him and move houses and travel and laugh and cry and be like one person with him. We get a long perfectly and our thoughts are sometimes identical. He doesn't know my feelings for him, and he hints and feeling for me, but I'm waiting for him to make the first move like a proper gentleman. I love him and hope he never sees this, regretfully. =)
Well, a "proper gentlemen" may be "proper" but he may not be that man. He may be a brutal ** when it comes time to pay the bills. Remember no ones perfect, and don't get too clouded about that. If he doesn't make the move, don't just sit there until you grow old.