A couple weeks ago I went to Idaho with the family. The friday of that week I was gone my best friend threw herself at my boyfriend and gave him a b******* (funny twist, two weeks before she gave his best friend a bj). He stopped her in the middle of it. They were both high, because they'd just gotten back from a concert. The day after it happened she told me, and I dumped him. Two days after that I tried to kill myself. I started cutting again. I stopped eating. And he's begging to get me back. I don't know what to do. I love him more than anything still. And I want to take him back...
And you know whats the kick? Shes 13. He and I are 14. Whats happened to the younger generation?
We're barely teenagers for god's sake! Four years ago we were still in grade school. And now, cheating and lying and betraying.
Isn't life just grand!