Wish I was a woman
I was surprised to find out that this is actually a thing. It's called autogynephilia.
I am totally heterosexual. Which means I like having s** with women. Nude guys turn my stomach. But at the same time, I'm always thinking how great it would be if I could be a woman.
Near as I can figure, the psychology behind it is that guys like me love women. We love them so much, we want to be like them.
When I see a beautiful woman, I don't think "damn, I want to have s** with her." I have thoughts like "I wish I looked like that", or "I wonder where she got that dress?" I like to look at bridal and evening gowns instead of p***.
I fantasize about having a girlfriend who goes along with this and lets me pretend to be a woman, and we move to a new city where nobody knows us, and live as sisters.