I miss my ex-husband. Its like I'm mourning someone who died but I can still see them and hear about them. He wanted someone else, but I don't want anyone else. It's been a year and food does not taste good, going out is a chore, and s** isn't even worth the effort. I'm numb and I don't care about my life anymore. I don't feel good about myself and everything is pointless. It's just...empty.