I am completely broke. I get money from student loans and I spent it all. I haven't paid rent in months and I am about to get evicted. I have been sent to Collections for several credit cards. None of my family and friends know how bad my situation is, because I pretend like I have it all together, but I secretly feel like killing myself sometimes because it feels so hopeless. I am supposed to start law school in August and I feel horrible when other people act excited for me when I don't even know if I will be given loans to go. I literally hate people who get money from their parents because this isn't an option for me. I feel like I am destroying my entire future because of my choices.