WIsh this was The Office
I really am in love with my best friend. An entire year I have wanted just one kiss and to tell him how much I love him. There have been a few nights when we fell asleep next to eachother or held hands, I even fell asleep on his chest. We stay up until 4 am about once a month just laying there are talking and I have never connected this deeply with a guy, I wish he knew how happy he makes me and there is no one I'd rather be with. But he has a girlfriend and it kills me I was to late in telling him.... I hate myself for hating her, I have never been the jealous type at all but I know I know him better then her, I care more, and thats the only way I can deal with it every day. Knowing that he is happy makes me smile, even though I wish I was the one making him smile. I love him, and if I never get that kiss, so be it. But how it would make me happy... I want just one chance.