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Slept with over 300 women and counting
I am a decent guy.I have kids though not married now.I am educated,healthy and full of life.
By age 45 now,I have slept with around 350 women.Black,white,asian you name it.I have never slept with east indian or latina women,though I want to,they pay me no attention.
Some of these women have been single ,married, divorced,young(legal age),older,cute,ugly,good in bed,lousy in bed but all the same,I have had fun.
I was lucky not to get a serious disease like aids,syphllis,herpes or other much deadly one.I got chylamydia and gonorrhea and thank God they were treatable.
Some of the women got pregnant and had abortions.Two kept the kids and so I now have 4 kids,a number I always wanted.I always wonder how those aborted ones would have looked like or what they would have become.One abortion was from the mother of my older kids.They all had genuine excuses for the abortions.About 8 abortions in total.I may burn in **.
I would sleep with a woman and months later,she would tell me she had a bad disease and could have ** no more with me.One acquired herpes,the other had HIV,others, I dont even know.
Some of these women were highly educated and had good jobs,husbands,cars,houses,minds,etc.Others were just losers,prostitutes,unemployed,desperate...I feel like a loser myself.
Sometimes I could get caught;especially when I was married or in a serious relationship.Other times I could get away with it.It seems like almost everywhere I went,a woman would want to have ** with me.
I met them at work,church,clubs,internet,friends houses,different countries and states;they were everywhere.I was studying oncein a church inside my high school on a sunday.There was nobody else.A woman walked in to pray.I started talking to her after she was done and in minutes,we were having ** on the long bench behind the pew.I never saw her again after that.
In my 20s and early 30s,I could hardly ask a woman out.They mostly approached me and that tuned me on.Some men had me have ** with their wives while they watched or participated.I am not sure how I got to do that.
I have had ** in hotels/motels,apartments,cars,offices,forests and bushes,on rocks,chuech,you name it.I had ** with a lady one time and after we were done,she brought out a baseball bat and had me use it on her.I was around 22 and she was maybe 40s-I was was so scared I never called her back again.
The sad thing is,I am not so sure,I really loved any of those women,I just cared for some,cared not for others.I am not even sure what love is.I am not a sexually addict,just enjoy ** and the thrill of it.Whenever ** slows down,I move on.
Now am older but am about to break up with my girlfriend and go have my own apartment.I know its going to start all over again.I cant seem to stay away from women in their 20s,they are just drawn to me and sometimes I have to run.My GF now is 26,no wonder we are breaking up.
Whenever we broke up,it was at times a happy event,sometimes a sad one.I always hated it when a woman cried because we broke up.
I am not braggng at all or showing off or anything like that.I just know that I have been lucky.Many of my friends and relatives have died from sexual disease.I have to be careful and pray hard.
If you met me,you will never guess that I have been doing all these.I don't even believe it myself.When my girlfriend now asks me how many women I have slept with,I tell her 5.I just dont want to scare her.I really like and respect women and work in a women dominated profession.Some of the women I slept with 20 years ago are still my friends.I even talk to my very first girlfriend.I never exploit,I feel everything has been done mutually.
Now I want just one good woman for love and **.She never seems to come around.I am still hopeful:)
The statement of "no patience for non performing women" sounds very safe excuse.
Having lots of sport ** has nothing to do with looks..it's more about how well you are able to manipulate others. Which feeds ego and pride..and truly is just you running away from yourself expecting outside people, places, and things to sooth what you lack. Or fallicy you bought into about you. And fallicy that others are expected to bow down to your selfish wants and desires. There will always be a gnawing push with in you which ever the circumstances until the day you decide to sit still and work on your insides and denial.
I read of your quest to find a good woman to settle down with. Yet, I have a question of what do you truly have to offer a good woman? After the games, after the manipulation, beyond the malarkey...what true substance of you do you have?
Really, anyone can have mind blowing **, or shallow physical contact, or eat chocolate ice cream in bed, or look for the next distractions..know you will only find as healthy as you are inside. And to take the chance to grow in that aspect takes true courage.