When we argue my husband grabs my
When we argue my husband grabs my wrists and twists my arms. He pushes me into walls and pushes me down on the floor. He's left lots of bruises on my arms, neck, wrists, and legs. He's twisted my leg so hard I felt like it was going to break and was screaming in pain. Every time this happens I think I'm going to leave him. He tells me I deserved it for fighting with him about whatever the h*** it is we fought about it. I've never believed it. But I still stay and I don't understand why. I thought I was stronger than that. I love him so much though. I justify it by saying he's never hit me, slapped me, or punched me, I've never had to go to the hospital, never had a broken bone.
But it's only been two years. Doesn't this kind of thing just get worse and worse the longer I let it go on? How can I stop loving him so much and just be strong enough to leave? I wish I could do that, but I just can't yet..