I still look at my scars, and remember last year when I made them all. They will fade with time, just hang in there, and know that others have tread that h*** and survived. It's not stupid, it's a coping mechanism, but it hurts, and one day you will realize that things DO get better, I promise.
Whatever you're going through right now, just know that in a few years or sometime in the future. You're going to look back at how stupid that was do to what you just did.
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