I'm tired and I'm reckless with no where to go.

I'm 17 years old and falling apart. I don't want to be the cliche teenager girl who's life is just so unfair. I don't want you to think I'm doing anything for attention. all I know is that everything is not ok. I have no relationship with my siblings or parents, even though I live with all of them. I'm losing interest in everything I once cared for. I've quit playing sports I love and I've quit trying in school. I've slept with guys. I've smoked things I regret. I've drank things I regret. I won't tell anyone I regret doing these things. I've stopped eating. I only eat five things a day. when I feel like I'm about to pass out, I drink a powerade. my friends and family haven't noticed anything. the worst part is the burns covering my arms. no one knows about them. no one sees them. I wear long sleeves and sweaters to cover them up. no one questions this even though it's summer weather in Georgia. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't be happy.

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  • You lack proper perspective. You are still in the early stages of your life yet you think this is it. Everything here and now is what it is all about. Look to the future and work to make it and you what you want it to be. Problems at your age are exaggerated. Take care of yourself and be well.

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