Love like cancer
Im married but madly in love with someone else (a friend). ive stopped talking to the other guy to try to cut this out of me and my heart but its been a couple of months now and it wont go away, it only gets worse. i know i could never be happy if i left or betrayed my husband so i just feel stuck here. i love my husband so much but h*** never satisfy me in certain ways and im in love with someone who can but the only way i could be with him would be for me to rip out pieces of myself that i cant really live without either. i feel like ill never be happy no matter what.