With the mental problem I was born

With the mental problem I was born with, I wish everyday I was dead. My parents are way over protected and I can't have freedom. The physical scars are demeaning. I get strange looks and who could ever find me attractive? I have two close friends who I adore but they are only friends with me because they themselves have issues and I really would rather be like the rest of the world who ignore them and me. I cannot reach a full potential and live in pain and fear constantly. I hate my life, I wish I died on the operating table when I was a todler.

- The way I used to feel. I am slowly learning, my concentration has increased, people have sponsored me. My real confession, confessing is the hardest part. Admiting I need help... I'm stil only half way there.


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  • I've dealt with the same things and my scars .... I look at them every single day and wish I had made better choices, but I am happy now, and I found someone that loves me for me. We are happily married. You'll find the peace, happiness, and love you deserve. Good luck.

  • keep on keepin on.

  • ^ ditto ^

    ::hugs:: I'm praying for you, even though I don't know who you are.

  • :( I hope that you overcome your feelings of isolation and hopelessness. And I hope that with time you come to realize that you are beautiful just as you are.

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