You stole my heart 4 years ago, ran away to California with it, and I've been with 20 or so people since trying to fix the hole you left.
And has it helped how you feel? Doesn't sound like it. Do yourself a favor and give yourself a chance to mourn and really feel all those feelings you're clearly trying to avoid feeling over the loss of this relationship. IMHO... If your relationship was 2 years, then you need a year long mourning away from the opposite s** to get your head on straight. If it Was 3 years together, it's 18 months for you, 4 years together, 2 years for you. I'm sure you get the mathematical gist of the "mourning period." hope you decide to take some time to fall in love with you. Hang in there!
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