I'm in love and I don't want to be
I'm a guy. I knew this girl over 4 years ago. She was my best friend. We used to talk for hours on end. She worked at the same job as I did, so we had a lot of time together. I told her that I loved her all of the time but she took it as meaning that I loved her as a friend. I was really in love with her and too much of a wimp to tell that to her face. Suddenly our long conversations turned into a couple of words exchanged every other week and then every other month and then she just stopped talking to me all together. Come to find out she was with someone and never told me. She must have found out how I felt about her and decided it was best if we just didn't talk. I was completely cool with all of that, or so I thought. It's been almost 5 years and I still can't forget her. I'm still, it seems even more in love with her now then I was then. Or rather in love with who she was. I wish I could not love her because if I didn't I wouldn't hurt so much.