Listen, you know I love you. You know that I'm head-over-heels fallen for you. Darling, you're just so special and unique in every sense of the word. You and I are in sync on so many levels. In some ways, you make more sense to me than anything, or anyone else. But I've been waiting so long, Waiting for you is torture, and I'm really getting tired of checking every five minutes to see if you've texted me, only to be disappointed again. Yet i still keep doing it. I keep holding on, despite the fact that it makes me feel absolutely pathetic. Sometimes I feel like I'm stumbling after something pointless. Is
it? You tell me. Regardless of your answer and how things turn out for us in the future, you know I'll always care about you. The strength of our friendship can take anything. Even this. Even college. I'll be 12 hours away down in the Valley, and you'll be way up there in the north. It kills me to think I might loose you to someone else, before I even got a chance to have you. Even so, I still want you to know that you are my number one. I love you. There, I said it. I LOVE YOU.