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Why am I such a cliché?
That I am completely and utterly in love with a girl I work with. It's a pathetic cliche, but it's all my tiny mind can deal with. We go out as friends, and tease each other about our current partners, but she is the one I want. I have the grating feeling that she isn't so keen, I mean 99.99 per cent. But I cant stop. I don't even obsess about ** her, I just want to make her laugh and think of me when doing so. IJ, if you ever read this, just let me know cos I know I'll be too scared to ever tell you!
It happens. One of my business contacts and I became very good friends, would go on the road together, and enjoyed each other's company. She was very business and, though a gorgeous, German blonde and incredibly ** (most guys who met with her hit on her..a lot), fairly self-protective. With me, she opened up, including unbuttoning a few buttons on her shirt as I drove us around, and, flirty, fun leg or legs on mine as we ate together. She was married, as was I, but, we really enjoyed our time together.
There were times, too, that my obsession with her spilled over into ** with my then-wife. I had to think of "Lena" while giving it to my wife, or, it wasn't happening like it should. Joked with Lena about that one day, alluding, in quick comment, that I "think of you when I'm..otherwise busy" (she got the message), and she ate it up.